I also have no idea what is going on with my life. I have entered into a stage of waiting. And tomorrow, I am supposed to report to my job in Portland about whether I am coming back for the summer ... and honestly ... I don't know. I haven't heard from God about whether I should go back or not and I have no pull towards Portland or San Francisco. I am not going to make any drastic life changing decisions ... So I suppose I am just going to stay here and wait.
With all of that said, I hope to come home for a visit in May. But if not, for certain I will be home for a week in June 13th/14 thru the 19th and again in July the 2nd thru the 5th. I really hope to see all of my friends and family and to visit all my favorite spots and enjoy some beautiful Portland weather *hopefully*.
Half Moon Bay and the lack of sun absolutely kills me and has trapped me in a lot of negativity lately and has made me incredibly homesick. I could use some prayers.
Anyway, loveyou all.